Ive just started writting here again after 2-3 year absense.
Im not sure why i started writting again but i remember when i would say "i dont think i would ever write blogs because

1) No time
2) Who's going to read anyway
3) I would just be writting things that people would wanna see rather than what i really feel, because that would be showing a weaker side or me or just making unpleasent discomfort among people that know me.
4) In the case of no.3, i would then have to come up with two blogs, 1 with my real name for people to see me for who i want them to see me by, and another anonymous blog to trash out my real feelings for the world to see and noone to know.

I dont think i have the time to write two blogs. So i decided not to write at all. .

then wat am i doing here? I guess after so may years, i just feel like writting something to leave some nonsense behind for readers to just read. . whoever you may be. .

If there is one person who reads and understands this, i know my effort is not wasted.

And if there isnt one, well. . life goes on . . doesn't it. .